I cant focus on my homework without music on, but music in english distracts me and kpop gives me feels.
._. sigh
Anonymous: Thank you for taking the time to reply to my message, I appreciate it. I think you're right in saying that I should cut ties with him altogether. I hope you have a great night/day/life, lol. You are a beautiful person, inside and out. x
Awh thanks. ♥
And I honestly hope everything works out. Message me if you need to talk more. Anon or not c:
I need to be up in about 4 1/2 hours.
I should probably go to sleep now. Hm.
Anyway, you guys were so lovely tonight. Nights have been the absolute worst for me, and this is the first night in a while where I’m going to bed with a smile on my face and without almost having an anxiety attack from stress and my thoughts.
Whoever that adorable anon was, thank you so much. I don’t know if you realize the extent of the effect your messages had.
Well, goodnight ♥ c:
Anonymous: Well, you see, I think I am in love with this boy. I'm not sure if it's love or if I'm just interested in his mind. The way he thinks is incredible. I haven't talked to him in months because I thought it'd help me get over him, I guess. It didn't work. He's going away soon and he won't talk to me. I don't know why. We never dated and he was never particularly nice to me, so I'm not sure why I'm even interested in him. I'm probably confusing you, sorry. I am definitely confusing myself.
I’m sorry :c but yeah, this is a confusing situation, no worries.
If he won’t talk to you, I don’t know how much you can really do. If you’re comfortable (or relatively so) telling him how you feel, I recommend doing that. If not, and you want to get your friendship back, just keep trying to talk to him. Maybe ask why he won’t talk and get the conversation going.
But in all honesty, if he didn’t treat you all that well when you were just talking before, I don’t know if pushing for a friendship again is worth it :c especially if you’re trying to get over him and talking to him will just make it more difficult. But I know that silence isn’t helpful all the time either, like you said, and sometimes you need the push from them to start the process. You know? Rejection, closure, all that. It sucks, but it does help more than constant wondering, don’t you think?
You can always take your time in getting over him, then establish a friendship later once you’re more comfortable. But if he still isn’t “particularly nice”, then consider cutting ties altogether. Life is really too short to spend with people who don’t care about you.
I’m sorry if this isn’t much help. It’s 1:30 am here, and I’ve been up since 6 am yesterday. Plus the fact that I’m not all that great with advice if I don’t really know the people involved.
I hope everything works out though!
